It is Sunday and I'm dying of boredom. I talk with Marine on facebook, and I avoid talking to him about his evening last week when I was drunk and kept me from where we choose the music to spend dripping pieces in place, the evening where while I had avoided all the time I found myself at the time to say goodbye to roll on his bed despite her bedroom door does not close.
I came home several times and each time there was this vaguely sexual tension of expectation, I created probably by acting as if nothing was expected of me, and that was reflected in a gesture shy and conversations floating, as if we would had to jump on it rather than drink green tea because she did it, and as if, again, we did not really know if we felt like it or not . Personally, I knew not, sometimes I was thinking back yes and no profile, and yes my eyes open and eyes closed not.
So on her bed, she asked me to stay when we kissed it, and I caressed her small breasts even though we arrived enters the room, even though she protested softly, and smiled in Black feeling his nipples harden under my fingers. I was completely wiped, it was between 3 and 4 and Y'avait too crowded and too much music marshmallow, and then I would not qualify for the next tenants. It lasted about ten minutes, maybe twenty, I did not want to discuss, not me to justify not wanting to stay, I rolled on the bed with my head was spinning, and then sometimes I kissed her and then she began again to ask me questions about myself and the night was coming, so I snatched after kissing her one last time and I thought it was really nice shape, tall and thin, and then a firm body and a really cute little ass, and then a face ok. It's really a girl ok I thought.
I do not really know how but I finally offered him to come home. She arrives late, if you can say it, my apartment reeks of cigarette and kissing and undressing and they sleep together, but they say not much because there is not much to say, really. She asked that I turned off the light before. And that's fine, as I imagined, as foreshadowed in his body, nervous and everything, and then scratch my back and slides her legs behind my thighs and my butt and it makes me mad. After a while you remain lying with his head on my chest and my hand on his cheek and then I'll smoke a cigarette while looking out the window from time to time I see people pass through the yellow light and snow, and then she said:
- I never thought it would happen, and she laughs.
- was good, I say, without really knowing what to think of what she has said.
- Yes. I'm happy. She pauses. You want what?
- How-it I want to do what? You mean like, for you and me? "I sneered.
I see she nods, and she said yes, but timidly.
- Ah, but I want nothing, I told you, I want to get. I do not want a girlfriend. I have not the shoulders or the guts for it today. Nothing has changed from the other day. I dunno, you expected that you wanted us to be together? I can not help but laugh. This would be someone else, it would be like, eh.
- Ok, she said, and I dunno, she looks disappointed, and I expect it.
Then she says she loves me, and I put out my cigarette and I go to bed without really paying attention to her.
When I wake it is 4am, and she said she has not yet been able to sleep, and she goes away. I open the door and I did not kiss her when she goes, and I'm still completely in my bed and I say it is no worse way.
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